Sunday, August 12, 2007

One more Judgement Day down..(phew)

well the result's finally out..and yesss 75% of engg is over..one more year of this and i'll b a graduate!!!an Engineer....by god's gracious gift (by god i also mean the university and others of course) this time i managed to become a UT yuppee ....congrats to ME!! ..seeing as this result hardly counts now that placments r over and barely 50% of the students actually turned up to collect the result at the prescribed hour...congratulating myself seemed a fair thing to do..neway im not one of those types who change their orkut names to "Topper" or something(no
offence meant here .. :P) i understood one thing yesterday its always a great deal of help to step back and look at yourself from your own point of view....

i dont mean the big introspection stuff here...come on, i dont think i can ever b completely unbiased when it comes to judging myself seeing as i can't even manage 2 b one about appraising the football club i support ... no i just meant LOOKING at yourself..to view where I stand...i mean come on two decades of life is over...and the ideas or the dreams i had are still hardly anything more than ideas and dreams only....

as it turns out there are many things to blame this on(excluding me of course.. :P)...i choose emmm...dunno all the things are so interconnected and follow one after the other that you'll just end up blaming everything on everything :P ...and the problem is for those hypocrites like me (:P) who are just gifted to find faults ....never seem to come up with a solution...while some say there is none..others claim that realising the problem itself is a step towards solution
(savvy eh?)

i feel the hitch is with the fact that 'the compulsive nature of our lives to continuing to
prove ourselves..constantly, relentlessly' it starts what like when u r 5 yrs of age i guess.the parents will have to give the interview first..this is complete bullshit at least in my opinion(screw the child psychologists)..then the 1st standard exam suddenly starts appearing like a great threat to our identity and worthy of giving up the playtime also..man its nobody's fault actually ...the peer pressure just climbs up recursively with infinite system stack space(well i gotta show i study somewhere right..:P)and this is with the external factors excluding

why is it that every exam and result day feels like friday the 13th and we no longer fear the actual one(:P come on wht could b worse than this huh?)i guess its wont change now...will go on becoming worse more likely...and no matter how much i brag about the evil nature of exams and stuff i must admit i am a firm follower of those...i do fear a little every exam,every prac an every oral an every class test(although these are bygones since engg stated)

so here's the crux of the post - whether the result's good or bad just look at the big picture...bcuz at least for me this is the only time when i do .. :P

and just like everything else regarding THIS matter ,even the post is turned out to be messy!! (exactly my point ,see...<:-) )

4 comments:

Ameya said...

First of all....congrats Mr.UT a.k.a Salil Kanitkar.... :D.Since you have started LOOKING at you,let me add a few things mate...you know wat we all in our group appreciate the most bout you?? that you are not the kind of topper who does nothing but study(like some folks i know who top the college and still worry about how they are gona install linux,OR some send scraps to others telling that "hey I am UT" lol...heheh...sorry..but yes offence... :P)you are there in every bit of TIMEPASS we do in whole sem and still you manage to top with grand style...hats off mate...

As for the compulsion to prove oneself well,its unavoidable...whether its exam or trying to score in front of a gal!!!! its how you do it is important... :)

and yes we look at the bigger picture on the day of results since we realise on this day that -- "hey i m getting one step closer!! "

kudos Mr.UT.!!!

Vedang said...

you write good, long and highly enjoyable posts!... jhadawar chadhawat nahi aahe baraka! that's really great coz i enjoy reading them... i always dry up when i try to write long posts.. so the point im trying to make here is that you're a good writer! keep it up.

santosh said...

JITKE SHAKYA HOTE TITKE WACHAT GELO....THODE DOKYAVARUN JAYLA LAGLE...MHANUN BAKICHE NANTAR VACHEL ASE THARAVLE....

Salil said...

thanks santosh :)